This is a picture of my desk.
This is what I look at every day.
This is my life.
Today I was thinking about work. Because well, that's where I am right now. But why do we work? And what is work? What is our motivation to work?
Is it just to fill up at least 8 hours of our day?
Is it to enjoy a 20 minute commute, slithering your way through traffic on one of the busiest roads in America listening to Elliot in the morning?
Is is to make you fee like you actually acomplished something during the day?
It's sad. Today I realized that my motivation to come to work is money.... cash flow, dollar dollar bills y'all, the bling, green paper, currency, wealth, capitol, funds, riches, legal tender, coinage, whatever you want to call it. I always hoped that wouldn't be the case, that coinage would never be my motivation, but it is. It made me realized that I spend more time at work with my office-mate than at home with my wife.
Or look at it this way. Even if you spent an hour with God a day (which is alot more than reality), you would be at work for 8 times that. 8 times more thinking about "work" than thinking, meditating, and focusing on true reality. That's a sobering thought. That is why our occupation needs to be, has to be, something we love and enjoy. So.....
Do I love my job? Do YOU love your job? What do I love and how can I make a profession out of that?
What am I doing with my life? How am I making an impact for Christ? Has anything I have done this past week even make some kind of impact on eternity?
That is why it is important to look at the past and remember. To mediate on what God HAS DONE. He was the one who brought me back up to DC. HE was the one who got me this job. I was the one He used to share Jesus with a couple of my co-workers. He has me here for a reason. We are called to be a witness wherever we are and so thats what I am going to do. This may not be the place I want to spend the rest of my life, but its the place God has me right now. I may be the only follower of Jesus here.... right now. God might really need me here. So I will pursue to change my motivation and to continue to preach the Gospel to myself daily, and look for ways to make His name known.
This is a picture of my desk.
This is what I look at every day.
This is my life.
Thank God its Friday.